This morning, I snoozed my alarm 13 times before I finally turned it off and just went back to sleep. I was going to get up at 6am this morning for my run, which would still have been about 9 hours of sleep since I went to bed on time last night. I fell asleep quickly and slept well through the night! I knew I would make up for this week's lost sleep when the weekend finally arrived. But, I would rather have had that sleep all throughout this really difficult week. I finally rolled out of bed about 8:30 am. I had the last no-bake energy ball and a few sips of water, sent a "good morning" email to my sweetie, and then got dressed for my run. I was out the door about 9:15am.
Here in my small coastal town in North Carolina, the sun is shining it's 73 degrees, the humidity is in the 70s, and the wind is kicking up. And, that's the reason I like running early in the morning. No sun. Generally, less wind. And while the humidity is higher, it is cooler and a more welcome feeling.

This morning, I set out to run Week 3, Day 1 of my C25K app. It was 90 seconds of running then 3 minutes of running repeated twice. I did it! But, the 3 minute segments were tough! I took about 10 seconds as a break during the first one. The second one needed a few 10 second walk breaks to get through.
This had me wondering: How did I complete a half marathon only six weeks ago?
In mid-April I completed the
Flying Pirate half marathon in Kitty Hawk, NC. I struggled to train for the event, but I still did it because I knew I wouldn't have the opportunity to do this particular event again in the near future. I had amazing support, and I knew what to expect since I had completed two half marathons before. I wasn't fast, and I was really sore for a few days after the run--but I'd completed it. Somehow this morning, it hit me that I probably shouldn't have been able to do that half marathon.
I've never thought of myself as a fast runner. And, that's one of the challenges of being a runner: You cannot (and should not) compare yourself to others. So, while I cannot even get through a 5k, or a 3 minute running segment on a morning run without taking a walk break, I can complete a distance of 13.1 miles (which in April, spanned three cities on the Outer Banks). This morning I struggled with running for 3 minutes straight, but in April I struggled with running for 90 seconds toward the end of my run. I guess it is all relative.
Until last week I hadn't run since the event in April. Now, I am basically starting over. And that's okay.